Finding My Way

Like everyone else, I am trying to find my way during this unprecedented time of an international pandemic.  Here in Des Moines we have been out of school for three weeks now.  We learned last week that we will not be going back to school during this school year.  We will be moving to distance learning, though we don't yet know what that means.

I am retired from the classroom, but I still work at the same school where I taught.  I am now in my thirtieth year.  I work as an AmeriCorps reading tutor.  This was my fourth year on an AmeriCorps contract.   I knew this would be my last year in this position, so I had already been thinking a lot about what I wanted to do with my time in the future.  This wasn't quite the way I had expected this year to unfold. But it definitely is an opportunity to practice and explore a more relaxed version of retirement.

I also volunteer at the Greater Des Moines Botanical Garden.  The Garden is closed as well.  However it is spring and I have been taking time to start seeds, plan my garden, and begin clearing flower beds.  Instead of trying to fit that in with working at two places, I can work at it a little each day, at least when the weather cooperates.

Strawberry plants I ordered arrived, and I planted them in a raised bed.  Unfortunately we went from 60 degrees to 26 in a matter of 2 days, so I covered them with tarps and screens.  Today we are back up to 63 degrees, and hopefully they will flourish.  I have never grown strawberries before.  A lot of my seeds are beginning to sprout and grow, and it does make me happy to see them. I have started tomato, peppers, and zinnia seeds so far.

Usually I live alone with my two little dogs.  My mother and her dog, Abbey, are staying with me right now.  That definitely helps to alleviate the feelings of isolation.  It also cuts down on the worrying I would be doing if she was staying at her own place.  Along with companionship, I am cooking more and eating healthier than I might be doing if I was here alone, 

Yesterday my church streamed the church service online. It was Palm Sunday, so we even had communion.  That is cranberry/cherry juice in that cup, not wine. My son, who lives in Madrid, Spain, watched the service with me.  I just loved seeing the notification that he was watching too.  Afterwards, we used Facebook Messenger Video streaming, so we could talk to and see each other.  It was such an amazing way to start my week, and it is something we had not done before.

I do feel there is good that can come from this time.  I am learning a lot about what makes me happy as I spend time here at home. As I watch the news, I am so grateful that I have a comfortable home, and that I have food and the things I need.

Staying at home, demands that we be creative with solving problems.  I am shopping on line, using things I already have, and being more creative with materials on hand, instead of running to the store to buy more.  This afternoon I picked up my grocery order.  I never thought I would be so excited to get groceries.

Gratitude for Today

• I love my home and my neighborhood.
• I am enjoying spending more time with my dogs.
• I love walks with the dogs, and they sure love it too.
• I am getting excited about growing things in the garden.
• I am communicating more with friends and family.
• I am using things I have instead of buying new.
• Mom and Abbey are here and I do not have to worry about them.
• Technology makes it possible to keep touch with my kids.
• I love the creative music videos that people are creating and posting on line.